scary dreams

i love being scared by dreams, dead family members, dismal future, loneliness. Why does my mind do this to me and how do i stop it?

last night

i hate not remembering dreams! a couple of nights ago i had a dream in which I saw someone's head get chopped off by chainsaw. it scared the shit out of me!

I'm in a mustang!

last night i had a dream in which my entire family and i went on a cruise. I mean my mom dad, brother, and sister, cousins, grandparents, the whole family! when we went on the cruise, we did not know it was going to be that much food. we were so overwhelmed by all abundance and quality of the food! soon enough the cruise ended and we docked and left. we left with people we met on the cruise. these people were nice enough to sell me an old 70's mustang convertible for $200. my family rode in the car with me driving. as i began driving, i was removed from myself. i could see myself driving, but i had no control. I saw i was on a high speed chase my masked men on motorcycles, it was so intense! i thought i was going to die. that is all i remember

I'm a monkey in this dream!

On the night of the 26th. I had a dream that I was a monkey in a zoo and that I was confined with all the other monkeys in a small cage. This small cage was observable by all the zoo patrons. We were laughed at and had food thrown at us. I realized the spaces between the bars of the cage were very wide, and I wondered why no one escaped, so I decided to escape. As soon as I escaped I ran as fast as I could, a zoo employee saw me and quickly doused me in gasoline and set me on fire. I looked at my arms and hands and saw myself on fire. I stopped dropped and rolled like we have always been told since we were young and then I woke up.